Monday, May 29, 2023
Today’s Gift from Hazelden Betty Ford Foundation is:
Letting Go and Trusting God
My treatment counselors had seen people like me before, and they suggested I see someone for my military issues. They made an appointment for me at the local veteran center. In July 1993, just six weeks sober, I went. On the walls were some memorabilia — pictures of military things.
By the time I got in to see the counselor, all these emotions were pretty close to the surface. He asked me to describe a couple of events I found troubling. When I did, I noticed he was crying. He happened to be a Vietnam vet who had twelve years of sobriety. By the time I ended my session, I had what he called a flooding experience. Everything stuffed deep down inside came back all at once. I was terrified, and more than anything I wanted another drink.
What I did instead, I stopped at the local Vietnam memorial on my way home. I got down on my knees and asked God for help. I decided to turn my will over to a God I had abandoned twenty-five years ago. And I didn’t realize it immediately, but the compulsion to flee to alcohol and drugs was gone.
Even though I was sober, it took turning my will over to God for me to finally stop the automatic urge to drink or use drugs.
— Doc D., U.S. Army, 1968–1970
Hazelden Foundation
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